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[27 Jan 2004|11:10pm]
new journal.... friends only
comment if your not on there and wish to be
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[25 Jan 2004|02:50am]
A million bright ambassadors of morning
And no one sings me lullabies
And no one makes me close my eyes
So I throw the windows wide
And call to you across the sky.
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[24 Jan 2004|08:38pm]
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-ewan mcgregor-
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[24 Jan 2004|06:49pm]


all is well in the world
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[22 Jan 2004|05:34pm]
HamburgerHeckler [5:22 PM]: no no
HamburgerHeckler [5:22 PM]: no dying

brandon= no dying, this is good!

brought my art portfolio into school today, got into junior art! woo hoo! not that big of an accomplishment, but all the stuff i did came out good.

more later
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[21 Jan 2004|02:36pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

last weekend was oh but quite a weekend.
nikita came saturday night then we went to see biggg fish with miss kaiser.
good movie, great movie. emily didnt understand it, ergo she didnt like it... retard =D then we came home, and i really dont remember much from then on except that i have this huge bump on my head. ouch. then sunday we went shopping. then to the concert. that was fun.
monday was out to lunch with the grams then mike's house.
thank you mister tim for sticking up for me. i enjoyed our conversations, the future of our drug habits, our hatred of certain drug addicts. twas good times! i miss you timmis!
i have nothing to say to mike because i am not a whorebag.
anywho... i didnt get to see brandon. and now hes gone. but turns out college is 45 minutes away. so thats good. i miss the summer. and talking to brandon everynight on the phone. bleh.

this library makes me want to destruct it. just sitting here, makes me really really really hate this school! but oh how i love the people in it. my sister wants to try out for gold next year. i dont really care besides the fact that i dont really think she'd make it? god how i loathe that child.

what would i do with out pink floyd?

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[16 Jan 2004|10:12pm]
[ mood | bored ]

hello all.

im really not looking foward to the upcoming weeks.
midterms regents. failure.
plus the art portfolio i have yet to do.
i'd really like to find something im actually good at in life. i really need to take junior art next year. trilogy would just be intense and excrutiating pain. but besides that. i love art and need to take it next year. none of this can be achieved IF I DONT GET PAINT.

i miss any kind of interaction with the opposite sex!

very odd movie on the disney channel.

im off to do, just about absolutely nothinggg.


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[15 Jan 2004|12:21pm]
conversation with grams:
"oh emily and who are you going to see on monday?"
"linkin park grandma"
"oh ive heard of those!!"

gotta love'r

snow blows ALOT i really hate it ALOT
and my cousin p.j. is here. annoying the everyliving shit out of me.
i cant leave my house reaosn #1, no way of getting anywhere
reason #2 I HAVE NO WHERE TO GO.
why do all of you live so far from me? WHY!?

i realllly need to start my art portfolio, and if i had some paint that would be easier, but my mother refused to take me to michael's last night.... and now she must deal with my whining today.
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[14 Jan 2004|05:37pm]
Wow, you get bored easily so you smoke away
large chunks of memory...

What Primus Song are you?
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You are "Frizzle Fry". Brash, bubbling
with energy. Primus in its earlier stages.
Awesome tunes.

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sigh, primus is amazingg
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[13 Jan 2004|06:06pm]
[ mood | bored ]

hellllllooo children!
how are you all!
splendid i hope.
my computer sucks ass, so i havent been updating much.
but then again there isnt really much to say.
linkin park is soon, which means i get to see brandon and tim and mike and nicole and whomever else might pop up on monday when im in hampton bays =D but brandon would be the main part of this hampton bays trip- HES GOING AWAY TO COLLEGE! brandon i wuv you and i really really REALLY wish i could have seen you more since the summer.
any who, not much else is new- im currently failing math, because of my one test grade for then entire trimester.- god how i dispise that man
my mother is insane and my friends are wonderful.
my best friend is the best in the whole world and i love her to pieecceesssss.
time for some homework. ha yea rightttt

p.s. I LOVE CHRISTINE! no worries, you'll be fine!! xoxo

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I LOVE GOLD [11 Jan 2004|12:36am]
words really dont do justice to this evening.
omg tht happiest night EVER.
i love you guys.
everysingle one of you

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whoaaa [08 Jan 2004|07:08pm]
1st entry of the new year!
(very observant of you julie!)

not much is new. red and gold is on saturday
i love gold so much.
i cant believe its almost over.
we are so amazing, i cant wait.

aftrer red and gold should be fun =D

i miss hampton bays.
i miss nicole.
i miss brandon, tim and mike.
i saw mike the last time i was out there.
and i talk to tim all the time,
but i barely ever talk to brandon anymore. and i havent seen him in months.... MONTHS. i cant wait to see him again. ugh so depressing, i wanna cry everytime i think of it.

well i must go stretch so i can do a full split, not on thats 4 inches off the ground.

10 days till linkinpark

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[31 Dec 2003|03:01pm]
helllllo kiddys.

havent updated in a while. not much to say.
florida kinda sucked. i miss my uncle kevin, he's seriously the best.
my aunt's funeral was monday when i got home.
i hate funerals and wakes. i thought i was doing so well, not crying, not getting too upset, then i had to read at the mass and ugh, twas horrible.

anywhoo, red and gold is SO CLOSE. i cant wait.

new years eve tongight! oh man- shall be crzy times. im pumped.

ok time to go do absolutly nothing.

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[24 Dec 2003|10:30pm]
the last two days were, bittersweet(coughkaitcharlescough), i guess you could say.

last night i got to hampton bays at around 10 and my mom dropped me off at mike's. nicole and dane were there. i missed the whole first like, hour of clerks, but hey we had beer! me nicole and dane slept there. (nicole and mike are absolutly PERFECT together) the whole catch to the story is that i had to be home at 9am for breakfast. so we called a cab, but woke up late, so then the cab FINALLY came back. then we had to pick up some mexican and all of her laundry. we then proceeded to drop the mexican, and all of her laundry, off (all of this making me exactly 2 minutes late for christmas eve breakfast mind you!) anywho, back to my story. so nicole and i are ridin down the road in the taxi and guess who's stopped at a stop sign around 5 feet awayfrom us! MY MOTHER. so then she calls me and says
"if sandy's picking you up, why is her car still in the driveway"
"uhh were just finishing breakfast mom, autumn's gunna clean up while me and nicole get out stuff together and we just called sandy". so the cab driver misses autumn's block (because thats where nicoles mom, sandy, was picking us up) missing her block led to a u-turn, which led to my mom ONCE AGAIN being less than 5 feet from nicole and i, only this time she was facing us and probably looking directly at us. and yet- even in spite of nicole's slick ducking moves...she didnt notice.

to sum up this story, nicole and i are a pair of LUCKY BASTARDS

so i went home, the devil cousins came, the disturbed aunt and uncle came (complete with around one passing of gas every minute... oh how i love family get togethers).
then they left, and now heres sad news

my aunt betty died tonight. im not sure what happened, but my aunt bj called to tell us around 645.
eileen started crying because my mom wouldnt be flying down to florida with us (which i am still not packed for), but she's calmed down. and then i think its absolutely wonderful how my parents can have a screaming fight, on christmas eve, about my dead aunt.
that was at 7, its now 10:50, and i think theres been about 20 fights in between. i hate christmas i really do.

ill be back online tomorrow, but i probably wont update before i leave for Fl. so merry christmas you guys! i hope yours is better than mine.

Rest in Peace Aunt Betty
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[22 Dec 2003|10:31pm]
silhouette LIE 7 (10:01:05 PM): cause were all each other has to fix our mistakes
silhouette LIE 7 (10:01:15 PM): cause no one else.. but your closest friends.. are guna be brutally hoenst with you

thank you for your honesty courtney
i needed to hear it
and iloveyou for giving it to me

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[22 Dec 2003|01:33am]

ladies and germs i love stephanie mckillop, getter of all hott guys.

thats right we have found a guy that we mutually think is GORGEOUS

lol i love you so much steph
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south park is my life. [21 Dec 2003|11:27pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

when your night starts off bad, then gets worse, and then once again worse, making fun of canadians is just the trick to put a smile on anyones face.

either way i hope the fact that im not exposing some one else's lie counts for something, even though i know it wont.

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[20 Dec 2003|04:31pm]
i wont get to see brandon
now the week that would have been horrible to begin with shall be 100times worse
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[20 Dec 2003|01:08am]
and i wonder if you ever think about me anymore
and i wonder if you ever think about me when your bored
and I wonder if you ever think about me when you're hangin' in New York

and i wonder if you're happy or just glad to see me scarred
took my drunken self-confession sober up your bleeding heart
I am bending over backwards to get close to you but still i feel so far
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[15 Dec 2003|07:17pm]

you dont recover from a night like this


wow nicole, i love you till the moon and back.

i dont know what i'd do without you but i do know i could do anything with you by my side.

we've made it through so much more and believe me- ill be here EVERY step of the way


but i've crawled home from worse than this, from worseeeee than this

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